Today was a fucking fed up day.I don't know is she in love with me or him.I found out that there's something going on with her and that guy but is that true?I can't believe anyone yet, I still need to find out myself and I need her to said something from her mouth.I was fucking fed up when I heard about her during recess time, after that I when to the hall,after recess assembly I saw my friend going to fight with this Chinese boy and I when to help him.I don't care about what, I just came there and just pick a fight.I do that because I was so stress with her and that guy.My hands can't control, I want to punched the wall until it's break down and I was fucking stress.After that when to lab for CPA lesson, I show one of my Chinese friend my blog, I said to him "this is the girl that I like" then he said "you like her but she like you?" and I said "don't know".He said "Need to know this thing before you said out to her".After I got a call from the DM and I when to the office, have a little talk with the DM and nothing happen the DM let me go.Then after school I message her meet me at the foyer then my DM kick me out of school and ask me to go home.Then I meet her at Khaidil block and talk to her for awhile. I wasn't in a good mood when talking to her.If you read this...Actually I like,love,miss and I want to be with you back.I like,miss and love you 100% sure.I LOVE YOU!
